:( Father's Day Eve.

I know I haven't been blogging l8ly but now I am.

Today was the WORST day ever! Olivia was being SO MEAN! We went to Ross to buy a presant for my dad becuse tommorows Fathers Day. I needed to go to the bathroom so bad so my mom told my sister to help find the bathroom so we were just walking around until we found an employee. I told her to ask the employee but she ignored me and started to look @ a shirt. That made me so mad! Once she was finished looking @ one shirt she looked @ another! I was about to "p" my pants! Luckily I was pusing a shopping cart and I finally got her attention by pushing the cart so it would hit her. But it wasn't the reaction I was looking 4. I thought she would say "fine lets go and find the bathroom" but she looked @ some skinny jeans. I wanted to ask one of the employees but I was too shy. I thought thats what big sisters r 4. (helping siblings) I wanted to get my mom but I couldn't find her. So I started to push the cart into Olivia until she finally started to look. 2 min. l8er she gave up and said there was no bathroom. By that time I was about to cry I needed to go so bad! Then Olivia just walked away and looked @ other shirts. I wasn't going to follow her so I looked around the store by my self. Now I had tears in my eyes because I couldn'd find the bathroom, I couldn't find Olivia, and I couldn't find my mom. It probably was 10 min. when I was all by my self. Finally I turned a corner and there was my mom. I ran to her and started to cry and then here came Olivia around another corner saying she found the bathroom. Before she told me she found the bathroom I told my mom (while I was crying) that Olivia wouldn't help me find the bathroom. She told me where it was but I didn't want to go because it was on the other side of the store and I didn't want everybody seeing me cry so I just hid my face behind my mom's back. We were going to the cashier l8y but first we had to wait in line. Olivia told my mom that I scrathed her (but I didn't) wich was a bad idea. I should've scratched her. Anyway she found a cut on her arm and showed it to my mom. I told my mom that I didnt touch her but she didn't want to hear us fight so shegave the keys to Olivia and said "Go sit in the car" So we went to the car. But we didn't need the keys because my mom forgot to lock the car door so..... anyway. I REALLY had to go to the bathroom. I cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and cried until my mom came opened my door and said tht she was going to leave me in the car parking lot so I stopped crying. On the way home I fell asleep and I guess Olivia and my mom were planning something without me. We got home and they woke me up and told me that mom was going to the store. i asked if I could come but she told me that I had to go to the bathroom. I didn't need to go anymore. I asked if Olivia was going to the store. and she said yes. :( that made me cry and think that my mom loved Olivia more than me. So.........Now I'm home typing and crying. Its past dinner time and I haven't eaten anything but a small bowl of chips this morning and I'm not hungry.